So long story short, my ex and I dated for almost 4 years. We were SO in love and had the best times together. He then decided he wasn't sure if I was the one and wanted to break up. I was the psycho annoying ex I wish SO badly I could go back and not be. Basically, he got so annoyed, he blocked my number. We were SO close and shared EVERYTHING together. That was over 2 months ago. I haven't had a nights sleep without dreaming about him, I wake up EVERY SINGLE day with regret and feel so bad about everything. I want to know he doesn't hate me and be on good terms, after all we shared, I can't keep living knowing things are so bad between us and that he doesn't think about me ever. It's like he pretends we never dated at all when really we shared so many great times. I need advice. PLease tell me what I can do to get him to talk to me? We go to two separate universities but live in the same town back home, I'll be heading home this weekend and am so scared ill run into him and have it be awkward. I'd rather talk before. Please let me know what I can do. I seriously don't think I can go without talking for much longer. 