I'm having a real hard time studying since the past 3 years. I used to get good grades, I hardly studied back then, it was all easy.
I know I lost all sense of hope because I lost my friends and became a loner. I stopped carrying about my life. I still don't. I just can't.
But I need some way of getting trough the last year of school and if I don't find some way to get interested in my subjects I'll fail and idk what I'll screw the thought of ever going to college..
I don't see how I can't be interested in many of my subjects.
I like many topics, but I don't like to learn the subjects necessary to understand those topics. I guess that's how it is. Not 100% sure. I don't understand myself!
As for example:
I want to be a programmer so badly, even game programming would be awesome (altought I am no gamer at all). Then why am I not interested in learning physics or math?
Another very interesting thing in my life is medicne. I'd love to know how the human body works and how I can cure myself or others when needed.
Why am I not interested in learning biology or chemistry??
I just don't get it.. I truly like both these subjects but I am not willing to learn about them. How can that be possible?
Languages.. I love languages. I used to learn languages. Now I stopped. I speak 5 languages fluently but I like to listen to people and I really like to know many more languages.
But why did I suddenly just stop learning new languages?
How do I get interested in actually "LEARNING" the subjects I need for the subjects I "LOVE" all so much?
If I could just think like
"Medicine = Chemistry + Biology"
"Game programming = Math + Physics"
"German/Latin for school = learning a new language for myself"
I know there's more subjects to learn for medicine of course but I mean Chemistry and biology are a big part of it an I need to learn those things in order to learn medicine.
Now if I could just understand that I need to study those little things to achieve the higher goal I would pass trough the last year of school with ease!!
How could I possible get interested in learning those topics?
ANYTHING WILL HELP!!
Just say whatever you think could help please!
I'm not sure if I should ruin my life just because I don't care (that sort of sounds like I do care but well.. lol)
Thanks people~~~
One more thing.
An answer close to "Think about how your future will be after you learned all these things" won't work, sadly! I tried. =(
Wow my post is longer than expected for such a little question! Sorry..
I know I lost all sense of hope because I lost my friends and became a loner. I stopped carrying about my life. I still don't. I just can't.
But I need some way of getting trough the last year of school and if I don't find some way to get interested in my subjects I'll fail and idk what I'll screw the thought of ever going to college..
I don't see how I can't be interested in many of my subjects.
I like many topics, but I don't like to learn the subjects necessary to understand those topics. I guess that's how it is. Not 100% sure. I don't understand myself!
As for example:
I want to be a programmer so badly, even game programming would be awesome (altought I am no gamer at all). Then why am I not interested in learning physics or math?
Another very interesting thing in my life is medicne. I'd love to know how the human body works and how I can cure myself or others when needed.
Why am I not interested in learning biology or chemistry??
I just don't get it.. I truly like both these subjects but I am not willing to learn about them. How can that be possible?
Languages.. I love languages. I used to learn languages. Now I stopped. I speak 5 languages fluently but I like to listen to people and I really like to know many more languages.
But why did I suddenly just stop learning new languages?
How do I get interested in actually "LEARNING" the subjects I need for the subjects I "LOVE" all so much?
If I could just think like
"Medicine = Chemistry + Biology"
"Game programming = Math + Physics"
"German/Latin for school = learning a new language for myself"
I know there's more subjects to learn for medicine of course but I mean Chemistry and biology are a big part of it an I need to learn those things in order to learn medicine.
Now if I could just understand that I need to study those little things to achieve the higher goal I would pass trough the last year of school with ease!!
How could I possible get interested in learning those topics?
ANYTHING WILL HELP!!
Just say whatever you think could help please!
I'm not sure if I should ruin my life just because I don't care (that sort of sounds like I do care but well.. lol)
Thanks people~~~
One more thing.
An answer close to "Think about how your future will be after you learned all these things" won't work, sadly! I tried. =(
Wow my post is longer than expected for such a little question! Sorry..