I'm a 17 year old boy, and..I'm not going to lie. i find myself repulsive, and disgusting. Yeah, I can be lazy..But I think it's because of the simple fact that..I have no motivation..No confidence whatsoever.
Sure, I could exercise by running everyday for about two to three weeks (My latest), but then I just gradually slow down and forget about it. I don't know why, and I've considered taking steroids, or..Dare I say it. Marijuana.. I don't need a therapist..All it'd do is hurt my self esteem more knowing the fact that I'm too weak to fix myself.
I'm not looking to get BUFF..I just want to lose weight. I'm not fat, but I am overweight..About 20 pounds, I think. Most of it is just baby fat, though..But it still disgusts me. I'm a 17 year old petite boy. I mean, I'm small..And..I admit that, okay? But I just wonder..If I was skinny, AND petite..Maybe I'd look cuter?
I have a small waist..I can feel it..I can feel how small my bones are..But it's the fat, you know?
Mainly in my stomach, and thighs..My arms are also flabby..
I'm not looking for some drugs that'll boost my testosterone. YEAH!! MAKE ME ALL RIPPED, AND PISSED OFF, MAKE ME A F*CKING MAN AND MAKE ME ALL TOUGH AND MACHO LIKE! WHERE IM A TOTAL BAD ASS WHO CAN LIFT LIKE 230 POUNDS WHILE POPPING 5 STEROID SHOTS A FRICKEN HOUR!!
No, that's..Not what I'm looking for XD
I just need a little motivation to help me exercise, you know? And it should be worth mentioning..Because of my obesity, I am developing health problems. I don't have a fattening diet. I've changed that a LONG time ago. I only have veggies, and stuff like beans..Minimal meat. Okay, yes..I do love sugar..And I can have as much sugar as I want, AS SOON AS I GET THIN!!!
I just need the motivation..I'm fricken lazy..
Please help me..I don't want to take things slow anymore..I've done that and it's gotten me nowhere..
And that's because I have no confidence..No self esteem..No motivation.
Inspire me..Motivate me. Hell, just tell me something really positive about exercise..
I want help U_U
And for the record..I'm not comparing myself to anyone..
I need to get rid of this "baby fat"(as my mom calls it). It's affecting my health.
It's not like anyone gives me any f*cking support..
All they ever do is put me down!
I don't know if this is good but..
Everytime I listen to death metal, I get this adrenaline feeling..It makes me shake. Not with anger but..Excitement, or something..
Sure, I could exercise by running everyday for about two to three weeks (My latest), but then I just gradually slow down and forget about it. I don't know why, and I've considered taking steroids, or..Dare I say it. Marijuana.. I don't need a therapist..All it'd do is hurt my self esteem more knowing the fact that I'm too weak to fix myself.
I'm not looking to get BUFF..I just want to lose weight. I'm not fat, but I am overweight..About 20 pounds, I think. Most of it is just baby fat, though..But it still disgusts me. I'm a 17 year old petite boy. I mean, I'm small..And..I admit that, okay? But I just wonder..If I was skinny, AND petite..Maybe I'd look cuter?
I have a small waist..I can feel it..I can feel how small my bones are..But it's the fat, you know?
Mainly in my stomach, and thighs..My arms are also flabby..
I'm not looking for some drugs that'll boost my testosterone. YEAH!! MAKE ME ALL RIPPED, AND PISSED OFF, MAKE ME A F*CKING MAN AND MAKE ME ALL TOUGH AND MACHO LIKE! WHERE IM A TOTAL BAD ASS WHO CAN LIFT LIKE 230 POUNDS WHILE POPPING 5 STEROID SHOTS A FRICKEN HOUR!!
No, that's..Not what I'm looking for XD
I just need a little motivation to help me exercise, you know? And it should be worth mentioning..Because of my obesity, I am developing health problems. I don't have a fattening diet. I've changed that a LONG time ago. I only have veggies, and stuff like beans..Minimal meat. Okay, yes..I do love sugar..And I can have as much sugar as I want, AS SOON AS I GET THIN!!!
I just need the motivation..I'm fricken lazy..
Please help me..I don't want to take things slow anymore..I've done that and it's gotten me nowhere..
And that's because I have no confidence..No self esteem..No motivation.
Inspire me..Motivate me. Hell, just tell me something really positive about exercise..
I want help U_U
And for the record..I'm not comparing myself to anyone..
I need to get rid of this "baby fat"(as my mom calls it). It's affecting my health.
It's not like anyone gives me any f*cking support..
All they ever do is put me down!
I don't know if this is good but..
Everytime I listen to death metal, I get this adrenaline feeling..It makes me shake. Not with anger but..Excitement, or something..