How do i figure out my self?

Sponge

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Well most of the time i am either feeling nothing or just not enough. Do you know what i mean? Okay take for example...at school all my friends are underclass while i am a senior and even they know what a true loser i am. I just feel like i don't have a place in society. For example i have been going to the same high school with the same students since my freshmen year and yet students who just transferred into the school have more connections than i do. i am not being bitter but i just want to know why things turned out this way. Sometimes i just don't give a fuck but other times it just bugs me too much to ignore, what!!?? To top all that while most of my friends have experienced romance i on the other hand have no clue, whenever a guy approaches me (rarely) i get close then for some reason when it seems to be more than just friendship i sail away to a far corner and go back to being invisible. I am an 18 year old i should know the answers to these but nothing ever seem right.
 
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