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baby_rost
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...because he don't think he can handle listening to me run my mouth the rest of his life.
I am angry over something in the past and sometimes he is insensitive to it, and that makes it worse.
Then I just blow up.
I get pissed and I make sure every one knows.
I have to get a grip on my emotions before he leaves me.
HOW?
when we broke up he dated another girl. He then wanted to workt hings out with me, and he cheated on me with her.
He was so mean to me while he was with her. Told me to move, if I wanted to kill myself (I was suicidal) then to do it, I was fat,ugly, looked like a man, she was skinny and could wear skinny cloths, she lied and told him she was pregnant with his baby and he was excited. Al that stuff hurt really bad. He has apologized for it and wants to go on and says she fed him a lot of crap.
I want to forgive and go on, but it's not happening. This has not went away in two years.
I love him and don't want to let go, but what do I do?
I am angry over something in the past and sometimes he is insensitive to it, and that makes it worse.
Then I just blow up.
I get pissed and I make sure every one knows.
I have to get a grip on my emotions before he leaves me.
HOW?
when we broke up he dated another girl. He then wanted to workt hings out with me, and he cheated on me with her.
He was so mean to me while he was with her. Told me to move, if I wanted to kill myself (I was suicidal) then to do it, I was fat,ugly, looked like a man, she was skinny and could wear skinny cloths, she lied and told him she was pregnant with his baby and he was excited. Al that stuff hurt really bad. He has apologized for it and wants to go on and says she fed him a lot of crap.
I want to forgive and go on, but it's not happening. This has not went away in two years.
I love him and don't want to let go, but what do I do?