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I used to have confidence... that was before i started getting acne and i grew older. Starting from Elementary School(6th grade) i wasn't really paid attention to, even teacher was kind of judgmental and mean to me and i didn't have any friends. I was sad in elementary school and often cried a lot. I think i was depressed. When i went to 8th grade, these three guys used to make fun of me for being flat chested. They would say my name and then they'd call me flat chested and laugh. Even now they still kind of make fun of me. One girl even touched my chest and was like, "yeah she has nothing." I have acne on my cheeks but they're small, but i'm self conscious of them. My old friend used to look at my chin and ask me if i'm growing a beard, and he would make fun of my hair and my clothes. On formspring some people have called me ugly and this guy was doing ratings and he rated me a 4.
I feel like no matter what i do, whether it's wash my face day and night to clear my face or try to eat more to gain weight so i could gain a chest...that i was mean to be ugly. I just want to be the pretty girl that all the guys want. Sometimes i just look at myself and cry and wish that i looked better. Sometimes i want to commit suicide because i feel like i'm people's laughingstock, that people always look down on me and make fun of me.
I feel like no matter what i do, whether it's wash my face day and night to clear my face or try to eat more to gain weight so i could gain a chest...that i was mean to be ugly. I just want to be the pretty girl that all the guys want. Sometimes i just look at myself and cry and wish that i looked better. Sometimes i want to commit suicide because i feel like i'm people's laughingstock, that people always look down on me and make fun of me.