i lean to the right
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For years I have asked myself what was wrong with me but now it seems to be the opposite. Now that I have been told I have bipolar disorder, it just does not seem real. I keep going off my medicines to try and prove myself that it is real. I just feel like I have to keep finding prove that I have this. I've hidden my thoughts and feelings for so long from people that it is hard for other people to see it. Yet the people that know me the best agree with the diagnosis. Yet when you live with the ones that are not convinced that you have it, it makes it kind of hard to accept it.