I've read many books, I'm a fanatic when it comes to unique literature, however I'm having trouble in structuring my vocabulary either because it's hard to comprehend the word or it's meaning, even when I'm near a dictionary, or I never get a chance to use it in my daily life. The reason why I want to learn my vocabulary is because I want to become an author, I have had many ideas since childhood, now I'm seven-teen and my story has also evolved, and only makes me want to release it all, that I feel like my thoughts is about to over flow subconsciously; I've never had a single day not thinking about it. So as I type, I plead for your help. You have no idea how it has affected me, emotionally and socially(but in a way, that help structure it more)