I know, compared to kids in Africa, my life is really good. But to me, it's not. I argue almost every day with my parents over a number of issues. And whenever I feel down, it is a habit for me to take anger out on my parents. I want to find a way for me to be nice to my parents, so we won't argue a lot. Also, I know life doesn't always go your way, but sometimes, it feels like I don't know it. For example, I really want to start full-leasing a horse and my parents say we don't have the money. But somehow, i keep begging and begging! How can I stop?
Also, I help with a horse-riding lesson at my stables, and the girls I work with have been sort of leaving me out. I help the lesson, but they sort of just sit around and watch, and they don't invite me to come talk with them or anything, though they are my friends. The same thing happens at school. I really really REALLY want to be popular (and I am popular material) but somehow, I'm not, even though I have a lot of friends, play sports, and get good grades.
I just sometimes feel like I'm a nobody, and should just go hide in my emo corner (lol).
How can I make life better?
Thanks!
Also, I help with a horse-riding lesson at my stables, and the girls I work with have been sort of leaving me out. I help the lesson, but they sort of just sit around and watch, and they don't invite me to come talk with them or anything, though they are my friends. The same thing happens at school. I really really REALLY want to be popular (and I am popular material) but somehow, I'm not, even though I have a lot of friends, play sports, and get good grades.
I just sometimes feel like I'm a nobody, and should just go hide in my emo corner (lol).
How can I make life better?
Thanks!