On a cloudy day
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So basically my senior year of high school I had a "frenemy", a girl who was kind of a bitc.h but I was friends with anyway because she was in some of my classes and didn't really have anyone else to talk to (like I said she was kind of a bitc.h so a lot of ppl didn't like her)
After high school we kept in touch because she didn't really have anyone else to turn to for friends except for her boyfriend. She always made plans to hang out with me, meet me somewhere etc but then ended up ditching me completely for her boyfriend which really pissed me off.
The last time she blew me off was two days ago and I completely exploded on her. Some horribly nasty things were said on both our parts and I said some ugly things I'm really not proud of. Needless to say our "friendship" ended.
I sent her a message saying I shouldn't have said such hurtful things to her (not because I want to be friends again but because I truely did feel bad) and she never responded and basically blocked me from her life.
I really feel horrible for the things I said to her and now its haunting me. I know I made her cry and even though she's not the nicest person I still feel bad. In general I'm not a mean, confronting person so idk what came over me. I don't know how to deal with myself now, I feel really bad. :/
any advice? (fyi I'm going off to college soon and will probably never see her again)
After high school we kept in touch because she didn't really have anyone else to turn to for friends except for her boyfriend. She always made plans to hang out with me, meet me somewhere etc but then ended up ditching me completely for her boyfriend which really pissed me off.
The last time she blew me off was two days ago and I completely exploded on her. Some horribly nasty things were said on both our parts and I said some ugly things I'm really not proud of. Needless to say our "friendship" ended.
I sent her a message saying I shouldn't have said such hurtful things to her (not because I want to be friends again but because I truely did feel bad) and she never responded and basically blocked me from her life.
I really feel horrible for the things I said to her and now its haunting me. I know I made her cry and even though she's not the nicest person I still feel bad. In general I'm not a mean, confronting person so idk what came over me. I don't know how to deal with myself now, I feel really bad. :/
any advice? (fyi I'm going off to college soon and will probably never see her again)