how can i develope a good relashionship with my boyfriend?

puzzled

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well i guess i shld esxplain why im asking this. so wenever i hav a boyfriend (which hsnt been too often. only hav had 3) things go wrong.
my first boyfriend was a complete disaster! i knew it was messed up but he was my first and i didnt want it to end. da second bf was a long distance thing so i didnt hav to worry bot kissing him right and all the other things i've never done before. so that didnt help me with feeling comfortable with boyfriend girlfried stuff. and now i hav a new boyfriend. we've been together about a month and things are good but sometimes i feel so far from him (emotionally). when i see him im not sure wut to do cuz i barely hav any experience (he was my first kiss) but i dnt feel awkward with him. i feel really comfortable. but sometimes i feel lyk i shld be doing more (not sex). my fear is that my first disaster of a relashionship has scarred me and it prevents me from showing my true emotions as easily as normal people. and thats why i want tips on how to show some love to him and connect with him. plzzzzz help i really need it.
P.S im not sure wut to say to him. wut are some good conversation starter. not lyk wuts ur favorite color cuz that would b a random thing to ask. something that would naturally com up. thanx. =]
 
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