It's been some time now that I have been working with a partner. I have felt small, worthless. I have gone through a depression ( or so I think it was).
the problem is that I am now not feeling many emotions anymore and I feel empty. nothing makes me happy anymore because all that I have ever enjoyed feels lost. I hear his voice in my head telling me "it's stupid, it's a waste of time".
i wake up each morning now, saying "F#$# it", today's another day, and he is going to get caught up in a nother problem that I'm gonna be dragged into", this guy ticks fast. 2 years of this makes me feel detached. I no longer stress, because I have no more hot air in me. I am tired. please help!
I noticed that i was controlled, but now that I am trying to be my own person, things are getting rocky.
the problem is that I am now not feeling many emotions anymore and I feel empty. nothing makes me happy anymore because all that I have ever enjoyed feels lost. I hear his voice in my head telling me "it's stupid, it's a waste of time".
i wake up each morning now, saying "F#$# it", today's another day, and he is going to get caught up in a nother problem that I'm gonna be dragged into", this guy ticks fast. 2 years of this makes me feel detached. I no longer stress, because I have no more hot air in me. I am tired. please help!
I noticed that i was controlled, but now that I am trying to be my own person, things are getting rocky.