while he was away on a trip? FIRST OF ALL, I AM NOT A SLUT.
THIS IS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY ENTIRE LIFE.
I'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE.
I had a party last night and me, my roommate (female) and three guys (2 close friends, 1 just someone they brought over) were playing our personalized version of truth or dare jenga. We were all in our underwear (bra and panties for the girls), and my roommate went to bed.
I was wasted already, but we had a good amount of whisky left so we kept playing the game. I got a block that says "Trade clothes with the person to your right", and I did. So I'm wearing just boxers and covering my tits with my hands. Then they were just like "Oh, what the hell, might as well, we're all friends, you can just not tell your bf, etc." So I exposed myself for about 20 minutes.
And I was wearing a thong. And yes, he will ask what I was wearing.
NOTHING sexual happened besides them being out of the bra.
It was one of those things where you're DRUNK so you think "Oh, I can lie, that's EASY!", but in reality, I never lie. I can't. It eats at me, so this morning I woke up and....yeah.
He gets back in a week. I'm extremely upset by this, I am preparing for the worst (I would dump someone who did this to me), and I have a lot of time to think but I would like a public opinion.
I do consider it CHEATING.
So, I am guessing he will break up with me. But maybe not. That's the question here. I would break up with someone for this,
but would you?
Is this such a terrible offense that a couple who has been together for over a year could not work out?
I haven't made any other mistakes in our relationship.
I'm not telling him until he gets back, so as not to ruin his trip.
How can I put it?
Is there anything I can do to make it sound better? (No lies).
Any help with this is greatly appreciated, this is all I'm thinking about.
I love him so much and cannot believe that I did this.
Not drinking for a LONG, long time. If we stay together, probably just with him.
I will do anything to work it out...
Thank you.
Serious answers only, please. Don't bother trying to tell me I'm a slut, because I know that I'm not.
THIS IS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY ENTIRE LIFE.
I'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE.
I had a party last night and me, my roommate (female) and three guys (2 close friends, 1 just someone they brought over) were playing our personalized version of truth or dare jenga. We were all in our underwear (bra and panties for the girls), and my roommate went to bed.
I was wasted already, but we had a good amount of whisky left so we kept playing the game. I got a block that says "Trade clothes with the person to your right", and I did. So I'm wearing just boxers and covering my tits with my hands. Then they were just like "Oh, what the hell, might as well, we're all friends, you can just not tell your bf, etc." So I exposed myself for about 20 minutes.
And I was wearing a thong. And yes, he will ask what I was wearing.
NOTHING sexual happened besides them being out of the bra.
It was one of those things where you're DRUNK so you think "Oh, I can lie, that's EASY!", but in reality, I never lie. I can't. It eats at me, so this morning I woke up and....yeah.
He gets back in a week. I'm extremely upset by this, I am preparing for the worst (I would dump someone who did this to me), and I have a lot of time to think but I would like a public opinion.
I do consider it CHEATING.
So, I am guessing he will break up with me. But maybe not. That's the question here. I would break up with someone for this,
but would you?
Is this such a terrible offense that a couple who has been together for over a year could not work out?
I haven't made any other mistakes in our relationship.
I'm not telling him until he gets back, so as not to ruin his trip.
How can I put it?
Is there anything I can do to make it sound better? (No lies).
Any help with this is greatly appreciated, this is all I'm thinking about.
I love him so much and cannot believe that I did this.
Not drinking for a LONG, long time. If we stay together, probably just with him.
I will do anything to work it out...
Thank you.
Serious answers only, please. Don't bother trying to tell me I'm a slut, because I know that I'm not.