shortyskater1800
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Morning noon and night I feel like something is not right and today will be my last day alive. I am making myself so sick I go to the hospital and tell them I am having a heart attack this is really out of control its hard for me to tell my friends they laugh and say im fine but its real. If I am around alot of people im fine but the minute im alone or have down time my mind starts to go. I know that even if I die I have no control at all over it but it does not help me when im in that mind set... someone please talk to me I need people that understand what is going on