Hi Deb, I went back up on it. I could not handle it. I was trying to taper down myself and I think I will need help from my doctor by either putting me back on prozac or giving me something else. I was counting the beaRAB and was able to get down to 1 cap then 1/2 cap. When my hubby figured out I was reducing my meRAB, he flipped out and begged me to go back on it until I see my doctor next month. My hubby said he could see a major difference in my emotional state and I have noticed a large difference in the nerve pain.
As you know, I want to get off of it to see if it is adding to my balance issues; however, I now realize how much it has been helping me with the nerve pain. So I am not sure what to do now. I also did not like the fact that I have put on 15 lbs.

I have decided to stay at the one tablet for the next month until I have my appt with my primary who writes my pain medicine scripts.
Part of my problem is that I need to get in to see a spinal doctor and I have been dragging my feet. I think mentally I need to be ready to seek another opinion to determine if I really have failed back syndrome. Part of me could not handle having that confirmed but part of me is ready to just be done with the tests, doctor appts, surgery, etc. and know once and for all.
I have not been back to see a spinal surgeon since my 4/6 week post op appt. My gp has been writing my meRAB. My surgeon just treated me so badly that I could never trust him again. I think deep down that he saw something during my surgery -- that he is not being 100% honest about -- which is why he was being so negative. Just call it my gut feelings.
Sorry, I guess you won't ask me a question again cause you will receive a novel back???
Thanks for checking on me? How are you doing, sweetie?