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murderous people! it scares me? this probably sounds bazare! but i really dont know where else to turn to i know we are suppost to hate killers and stuff but since i was a toddler i can remembr haveing dreams about bad men that i would kinda pretend t like and i would join them because i didnt want to be their victim kinda thing, but the weird thing is.... they were my faveorate kind of dreams... its eally scary... why do i feel like this.. i hate seeing people get hurt and stuff! another example is like i sometimes feel - you know when you feel like you can see stuff thats happened to you in past lives i dont know if any of that stuff is true about other lives but like i can see myself with people.. like in love with them. you know the film 'hannibal rising'? the guy in that... makes me feel extremely weird! when i was out for mothers day ages ago i just wanted to come home cause i just didnt know what to do with myself! but its just him.. something really strong ad painful comes out of him when i see or hear or imagine him! please help me. im not in love with the actor or anything i know what love feels like but this is totally out of the ordinary.. my mum told me when i was feeling the kinda feelng that it looked like i was 'suffering in silence' i was gonig to tell her but i duno... whats going ON!? hannibal <-- i think hes absolutely brilliant like as if i love him but like no i dont so what the hell AUGH please help!