He's going away to college!?

Patrick

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Okay, I met this guy over the summer and we see each other every day. I really like him, and so I told him after a couple of weeks.
Turns out he likes me too. We even kissed! I felt like I could really be with him, and he made me feel like no one has before. But he said we couldn't take it any further because after a week or two, he's going away for college and he wouldn't want to start anything and then end it, hurting himself and me.

The next day and onwards, it was like that kiss never happened. It made me mad and sad and confused all at once. I told him that I respect his decision not to continue it. But I still like him, and even though he doesn't like the whole long-distance thing, I can't help but think about him all the time and how much I just want to hold him. We have two more days together, and he's still treating me like nothing happened. I would just like for him to express to me, his true feelings, or a last kiss....something. Anything.

Btw, this is my first crush. The first guy I ever liked and initially sought out. (Other than them coming to me)
 
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