I see a counsellor for depression & anxiety. Not going to see her till the 30dec. I don't have any medication for my problems yet next time I was going she was going to have me see the doctor there to get tablets to help me sleep... But since the 18dec I been getting worse, I just want so bad to kill myself!! Can't handle these feelings. Can't handle this stress. I have not been sleeping... There's voices I can hear but unable to understand what they saying, & keep seeing black figures...
This is driving me crazy I'm only 17
.... Don't no what to do where to turn to as it's Christmas eve. I really need some thing to relax me, & let me sleep.... I'm really dreading Christmas, can't take another day feeling like this... & don't wanna upset me mum by turning to self harming again
This is driving me crazy I'm only 17
.... Don't no what to do where to turn to as it's Christmas eve. I really need some thing to relax me, & let me sleep.... I'm really dreading Christmas, can't take another day feeling like this... & don't wanna upset me mum by turning to self harming again