can't seem to get a mate.? I am a 18 year old gay male living a life which could be better.
First of all ive known i am gay for a while. The thing is, i could never be able to come out to my parents for they are very anti-gay.
I also want someone cause its sad being single for 2 years, but i can't find anyone worthy to date. I don't ask for much, just a guy that is a guy. Not a girly guy because if i wanted one id just go for a girl.
I also have had the same friends for years, and i just can't stand it anymore. They let me down so much, they are unreliable and i just can't do what i want with them. They don't honor what i like, and i frankly don't understand what keeps our friendship together. Im actually intelligent, or at least do well in school and they don't. I am fascinated by much and they aren't as far as life, theirs are full of superficial drama. I also would rather be outside off somewhere in mountains, or skateboarding, or biking, maybe playing some video games or just hanging out. But sadly they don't share the same interests. I feel its too late just to leave them, as we all hang out and its our senior year. Its coming to an end and its late to make new friends, even worse i don't think id find anyone with my interests.
So i don't have friends i can depend on for fun, or parents i can be honest with, im like a stranger in my own household. I can't find a good normal guy. Finding someone isn't a problem as im told im attractive and do have people like me, just not ones im interested in. As far as everything else goes, i don't have a lisence yet. Never had a job. Still get treated like some child my my parents. And am forced to believe everything of the catholic religion even while i dobut it. I am pretty much bored and kind of miserable with life, seems theres no place for fun. What to do in situations like this, where it seems it can only get worse?
First of all ive known i am gay for a while. The thing is, i could never be able to come out to my parents for they are very anti-gay.
I also want someone cause its sad being single for 2 years, but i can't find anyone worthy to date. I don't ask for much, just a guy that is a guy. Not a girly guy because if i wanted one id just go for a girl.
I also have had the same friends for years, and i just can't stand it anymore. They let me down so much, they are unreliable and i just can't do what i want with them. They don't honor what i like, and i frankly don't understand what keeps our friendship together. Im actually intelligent, or at least do well in school and they don't. I am fascinated by much and they aren't as far as life, theirs are full of superficial drama. I also would rather be outside off somewhere in mountains, or skateboarding, or biking, maybe playing some video games or just hanging out. But sadly they don't share the same interests. I feel its too late just to leave them, as we all hang out and its our senior year. Its coming to an end and its late to make new friends, even worse i don't think id find anyone with my interests.
So i don't have friends i can depend on for fun, or parents i can be honest with, im like a stranger in my own household. I can't find a good normal guy. Finding someone isn't a problem as im told im attractive and do have people like me, just not ones im interested in. As far as everything else goes, i don't have a lisence yet. Never had a job. Still get treated like some child my my parents. And am forced to believe everything of the catholic religion even while i dobut it. I am pretty much bored and kind of miserable with life, seems theres no place for fun. What to do in situations like this, where it seems it can only get worse?