I'm a 14 year old girl who was raised in a "gay is bad" environment, and grew up believing it was a choice (along with things I'm sure you've heard a million times). I sort of went along with it, because I didn't know any better.
Then I was taken out of that environment, and am questioning everything.
One memory that my brain has tried to squash is one from when I was five or six years old, when I had the biggest crush on a fellow girl in my class.
Then (when I was put into the environment), I went basically boy crazy (feel free to roll your eyes then). When I was about thirteen I noticed my best friend was quite pretty, and felt this urge to kiss her.
About a year later (semi awkward part here) I had this dream where we were basically making out, and that dream repeated every night for about two weeks.
I still find guys attractive, but now I'm noticing girls. I'm finding myself checking out cheerleaders, along with the jocks.
When looking ahead to the future, I can see myself with either a guy or girl.
Which brings me to my question... am I a lesbian, bisexual or merely bicurious? Or am I hetero/homoflexible?
Thanks in advance for the help
Then I was taken out of that environment, and am questioning everything.
One memory that my brain has tried to squash is one from when I was five or six years old, when I had the biggest crush on a fellow girl in my class.
Then (when I was put into the environment), I went basically boy crazy (feel free to roll your eyes then). When I was about thirteen I noticed my best friend was quite pretty, and felt this urge to kiss her.
About a year later (semi awkward part here) I had this dream where we were basically making out, and that dream repeated every night for about two weeks.
I still find guys attractive, but now I'm noticing girls. I'm finding myself checking out cheerleaders, along with the jocks.
When looking ahead to the future, I can see myself with either a guy or girl.
Which brings me to my question... am I a lesbian, bisexual or merely bicurious? Or am I hetero/homoflexible?
Thanks in advance for the help