I am constantly drowning in my own imagination, not knowing the difference between reality and fantasy. Sanity is something i've never had and never will. This place inside my own thoughts and dreams is not only my sanctuary but also a nightmare I cannot awake from that haunts me everyday and night of my life. I cannot control them, and I cannot get rid of them. There is no escape from this wonderful but terrible thing of which I call my mind. I cannot breathe in this place, I cannot hide from it, but I can hide in it; I cannot see anything in it but a tradegy that will never come true. My thoughts make a year seem like a day, because I get so lost in them, I just loose complete track of time, and reality. This is not only a good thing, but a bad thing. Time is flying by so fast that I cannot control it. I want to escape this place, I want to escape. But there is no way..