Kiara Jade
New member
I'm going through a really rough time with my pregnancy mood swings. I also suffer with manic depression & i am unable to take my medication because i am pregnant. Sometimes all i want to do is cry because partner is not at all supportive! Ill be lying there crying & he'll tell me to stop acting stupid(yes, he really does say that!) & tells me i'm acting crazy. Than he wonder's why i cry hysterically for hours while he continueously puts me down & offers no support. Last night, i literally not just cried, but screamed for 4 hours straight begging him to help me & to listen to me. All he did was say nasty things to me & tell me he was going to leave me or hit me if i didn't 'shut up', among other things that happen. We have alot of other issues from our past(the baby wasn't exactly planned) that he continues to bring up. We've just started relationship councilling, but he tells me he dosn't need relationship councilling, I DO! His never worng in any situation, i always am. I try to explain to him that i do care about his feelings & i understand its hard for him awell, but he needs to let these things go while im pregnant because its hurting the baby as well. Nothing i ever do it good enough. It was like this before i fell pregnant but now its worse. And his continuously saying that he needs all these things from me that im unable to give him when his treating me like this. And doesn't understand why. Im aware that this is abusive behaviour, even tho he doesn't recognize, i don't need to be told. But all these things are putting alot of stress on me, i literally cry everyday! And i feel like im failing as a mother already because my tummy is my baby's first home, the baby feels everything i do & i feel, abused, alone & neglected. It hurts me that my baby has to feel these feelings! I understand that his going through a hard time too & t cant be easy for him. I know im irrational at times & i feel bad for it later. But i also know i don't deserve to be treated the way he treats me. I could tell you a million other things, but i won't because im aware that we both make mistakes and im okay wit that. This is the one time in my life where i need him the most & his treating me like dirt! PLEASE HELP ME! I NEED SOME ADVICE ON HOW TO GET THROUGH TO MY FIANCE! ITS DEVASTATING!!! I WANT ADVICE ON HOW TO GET THRU TO HIM ASAP!!