We've been going out for 4 and a half months now. I'm 15 and he's 16. I can tell that he expects us to have sex at some point. I'm terrified if truth be told. Terrified of the expectation, of "messing up", of not being good enough for him... I'm scared he'll leave me if I refuse and that it will "hold him back" and he'll get annoyed with me.
He was my first kiss and, although he's had a lot of girlfriends, hasn't gone all the way. In the last 4 and a half months I've gone further than I thought I was comfortable with though I definitely feel more relaxed about how far we HAVE gone then I was 2 months ago.
I'm so scared he's going to push me into it that I’ve been having nightmares. UGH, its such a crap feeling.
Please don't lecture me on my age, I know how old I am, that doesn't need to be pointed out to me
I don't know what to do... Please help mee.
He was my first kiss and, although he's had a lot of girlfriends, hasn't gone all the way. In the last 4 and a half months I've gone further than I thought I was comfortable with though I definitely feel more relaxed about how far we HAVE gone then I was 2 months ago.
I'm so scared he's going to push me into it that I’ve been having nightmares. UGH, its such a crap feeling.
Please don't lecture me on my age, I know how old I am, that doesn't need to be pointed out to me
I don't know what to do... Please help mee.