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I don't want children at all, but he wants.
When we talked about it he said it's ok, he doesn't want to have children whom their mother doesn't want them!
That really made me feel guilty and selfish.
He thinks I will change my mind after a couple of years, but I won't.
And I know he would leave me at the end to have children.
I stay at home, cook and clean and I like doing that. But having children will suck my power.
I see mothers around me in different ages and I can tell raising a child is tough!
I hold my niece for 15 minutes then get bored and give him back. I can't deal with feeding and changing + keeping your eyes open 24/7
He said not to worry and he will help, but he has a lot of things on his shoulder. He works 10 hours a day/ 6 days a week for a very low income, and I thank him for that.
I don't want to put more weight on his shoulders and have kids.
It's complicated!
I don't want to regret not having children yet I don't want regretting having them!
Plus I have depression so life isn't Disney world to me.
When we talked about it he said it's ok, he doesn't want to have children whom their mother doesn't want them!
That really made me feel guilty and selfish.
He thinks I will change my mind after a couple of years, but I won't.
And I know he would leave me at the end to have children.
I stay at home, cook and clean and I like doing that. But having children will suck my power.
I see mothers around me in different ages and I can tell raising a child is tough!
I hold my niece for 15 minutes then get bored and give him back. I can't deal with feeding and changing + keeping your eyes open 24/7
He said not to worry and he will help, but he has a lot of things on his shoulder. He works 10 hours a day/ 6 days a week for a very low income, and I thank him for that.
I don't want to put more weight on his shoulders and have kids.
It's complicated!
I don't want to regret not having children yet I don't want regretting having them!
Plus I have depression so life isn't Disney world to me.