family members because? You're ashamed of your physical appearance?
I recently appeared in a news video which involved getting an exotic lizard out of a tree but, when I saw the news clip I refused to show it to family members and, friends because I thought my appearance was horrific. I'm overweight and, balding (having cut my hair recently). I'm already was never a prize to look at even without these discrepancies about me.
It's also pretty bad that I'm mixed with Black and, White but my skin tone is more pale than any White person I know of so I look really weird. I would be able to cope with this a lot of more if I wasn't mixed and, was just plain white.
Anyways, It was a video from a local news channel where I live therefore, my friends and, family won't see it considering they all live out of state.
I recently appeared in a news video which involved getting an exotic lizard out of a tree but, when I saw the news clip I refused to show it to family members and, friends because I thought my appearance was horrific. I'm overweight and, balding (having cut my hair recently). I'm already was never a prize to look at even without these discrepancies about me.
It's also pretty bad that I'm mixed with Black and, White but my skin tone is more pale than any White person I know of so I look really weird. I would be able to cope with this a lot of more if I wasn't mixed and, was just plain white.
Anyways, It was a video from a local news channel where I live therefore, my friends and, family won't see it considering they all live out of state.