Ever since when I was little (now 11th) I feel like I won't be alive after I graduate high school. Not from suicide but from something else...? Idk, all my friends are like "oh you're just imaging it" But I really do feel like I will die after I graduate high school. I've had dreams of it before and I've been having weird feelings about it recently....it's kinda scaring me.
I use to be so tramatized about it when I was little, every night I would say "I love my life" to myself like 100 times before I went to bed or whenever I said I hate life by mistake. I use to cry about it too, sometimes I sitll do. It's really scaring me.
I never told my mom or anyone else cept my friend, my mom would go "I'm putting you in a mental institute you're crazy" or something like that. It's not just for attention either I'm dead serious about it, I can't see myself past 12th grade. AND THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH 2012!
I don't know how I would die...I don't even know If it's accurate...but it is scaring me : /
Not suicidal here, again, just letting you know. Just an EXTREMELY strong feeling. >.<
I use to be so tramatized about it when I was little, every night I would say "I love my life" to myself like 100 times before I went to bed or whenever I said I hate life by mistake. I use to cry about it too, sometimes I sitll do. It's really scaring me.
I never told my mom or anyone else cept my friend, my mom would go "I'm putting you in a mental institute you're crazy" or something like that. It's not just for attention either I'm dead serious about it, I can't see myself past 12th grade. AND THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH 2012!
I don't know how I would die...I don't even know If it's accurate...but it is scaring me : /
Not suicidal here, again, just letting you know. Just an EXTREMELY strong feeling. >.<