Haunted by old records?
Please help me explain what's happening! I'm 13 and recently my grandfather moved into a nursing home, so we had to clean out his house, my uncle, who lives in Australia, had left a whole lot of his stuff behind, including school photos, stone wizards/dragons, and two stereos, one of which plays vinyl, and his vinyl collection. I started listening to his vinyl and looking at the discs and all the things written on them, and all of his old CD's as well, and some was bands I know, and some other stuff I've started to like. But now when I go to bed at night I'm haunted by the sound of some of the records, and the thought of the stuff of his I brought to my house, and all the photos I've seen of my parents, uncles etc. when they were young, is really scary. What's happening? Also, before all this happened, I used to think of the Metallica's song "Sanitarium" along side images I've seen of Chernobyl town and the victims of the disaster and feel really scared. This still happens. Please help! I stay up too late because I'm afraid to go to bed and think of this stuff that shouldn't be scary but is! Please help me!
Also, when mum through out an old picture of her with someone her friend set her up with I felt sad, but I don't know why because it's not my memory, but I still felt really sad that she discarded a memory of her youth.
I also deeply wish that I had lived in the 80s. That's around my parents time. In case that helps.
Please help me explain what's happening! I'm 13 and recently my grandfather moved into a nursing home, so we had to clean out his house, my uncle, who lives in Australia, had left a whole lot of his stuff behind, including school photos, stone wizards/dragons, and two stereos, one of which plays vinyl, and his vinyl collection. I started listening to his vinyl and looking at the discs and all the things written on them, and all of his old CD's as well, and some was bands I know, and some other stuff I've started to like. But now when I go to bed at night I'm haunted by the sound of some of the records, and the thought of the stuff of his I brought to my house, and all the photos I've seen of my parents, uncles etc. when they were young, is really scary. What's happening? Also, before all this happened, I used to think of the Metallica's song "Sanitarium" along side images I've seen of Chernobyl town and the victims of the disaster and feel really scared. This still happens. Please help! I stay up too late because I'm afraid to go to bed and think of this stuff that shouldn't be scary but is! Please help me!
Also, when mum through out an old picture of her with someone her friend set her up with I felt sad, but I don't know why because it's not my memory, but I still felt really sad that she discarded a memory of her youth.
I also deeply wish that I had lived in the 80s. That's around my parents time. In case that helps.