i hate how i hurt family members just becouse i love some one. im a girl and ofcourse so is she but having my family in my life is soo very important that i often think i dont want to exhist cus no one likes it. society family and everyone else. why the f**k is it so hard to LIVE. geeze its not like we are criminals or robbing or raping anyone. at least they get more respect than us. i mean i hate it. it it was possible to undo this stuff then id be the 1st one to go straigt but i cant help what i like. do u eat burning hot souce just cus the world says u are suppose to?No u dont! u do it cus it just dosnt appeal to you.
well same here. i dont get turnd on the way most girls do with a dude and it frkn sux for me! like big time. i mean ok so what, i find women a WHOLE lot more attractive?and...? why does life have to be so frkn difficult. i mean blv me ive tried living normal more years, blocking it out, not letting people get to me. but DAAMNN it takes a toll on me when they think your stupid and think your living a screwd up life. and i will admit it is hard... cant hug and kiss like i would love to. just llike other couples. i mean ive even got in countless fights and arguements with my gf becouse i want her to jjust plz at least hold my hand for 30 sec. geeze but she will never do that.shed probly roll over and die before she ever let me hug hold or kiss her in public. shes so freakng paranoid and i hate it. so what im not doing to get attention just love her and excuse me for not controlling my emotions n loving her. gosh like its a terrible thing. i swear im not doing it for attention but she thinks otherwise. hate this cr@p =| what the hell do i do??? never said this befor but i hate my life now. use to be so happy now it just sux
i wish i could but i love her thats why i put up with it and its been 3yrs plus =|
well same here. i dont get turnd on the way most girls do with a dude and it frkn sux for me! like big time. i mean ok so what, i find women a WHOLE lot more attractive?and...? why does life have to be so frkn difficult. i mean blv me ive tried living normal more years, blocking it out, not letting people get to me. but DAAMNN it takes a toll on me when they think your stupid and think your living a screwd up life. and i will admit it is hard... cant hug and kiss like i would love to. just llike other couples. i mean ive even got in countless fights and arguements with my gf becouse i want her to jjust plz at least hold my hand for 30 sec. geeze but she will never do that.shed probly roll over and die before she ever let me hug hold or kiss her in public. shes so freakng paranoid and i hate it. so what im not doing to get attention just love her and excuse me for not controlling my emotions n loving her. gosh like its a terrible thing. i swear im not doing it for attention but she thinks otherwise. hate this cr@p =| what the hell do i do??? never said this befor but i hate my life now. use to be so happy now it just sux
i wish i could but i love her thats why i put up with it and its been 3yrs plus =|