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DictatorOfEngland
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Yesturday I accidently saw it. The ex I have a huge problem with, the other ex he has I don't care about but this one makes me want to spit poison. We're long distance, and he was showing me some photos in a huge unsorted file on his PC (I could see his moniter via a program) and it suddely flashed up. Her, looking all cosey leant against his shoulder. I felt sick.
He didn't know it was there, it was one of those named something like IMG93939302 and in the middle of several other random old photos with similar name. He deleted it straight away too and made sure there wasn't any more of them left because he thought he'd got rid of them all. The problem is I just can't forget this image..
I've had problems with this ex ever since at the begining of my relationship she contacted him out of the blue and tried to get him back. I was the new girlfriend and was convinced she could take him back and I wouldn't stand a chance as they have history. She lives further from him than I do, and he blocked off all contact with her after she did that. He told me she means nothing to him and that I'm the only girl he's ever been in love with. He seemed really worried about me as I was pretty much speechless after seeing the photo. I don't think he would get back with her now but I just can't stand picturing them. This image made me freak out in my head completley, it made me cry and everything.
I'm one of those people who believes the past should be the past, and exes should be kept vague and distant. Photos of me and my ex are long gone because he means nothing to me now.His ex left up blogs with shrines to how in looooove with him she was and how they'd be together forever which just made things worse. I was slowly beginning to move on from all this but the picture has ripped everything open again. Why couldn't she stay in the past like his other ex? I don't feel like this about that girl at all
Anyone else ever found such a picture? How did you react? How did you come to terms with it? Right now I can picture him as my boyfriend, I keep thinking about him as hers. I know I am overreacting but I have depression and extremely low self confidence problems so it's all blown up in my head. I just want to hear that it can be back to normal again
I don't want to keep thinking of her. I don't want my boyfriend to feel punished either, I just can't stop feeling this horrible pain over it. Jealousy is a bitch.
He didn't know it was there, it was one of those named something like IMG93939302 and in the middle of several other random old photos with similar name. He deleted it straight away too and made sure there wasn't any more of them left because he thought he'd got rid of them all. The problem is I just can't forget this image..
I've had problems with this ex ever since at the begining of my relationship she contacted him out of the blue and tried to get him back. I was the new girlfriend and was convinced she could take him back and I wouldn't stand a chance as they have history. She lives further from him than I do, and he blocked off all contact with her after she did that. He told me she means nothing to him and that I'm the only girl he's ever been in love with. He seemed really worried about me as I was pretty much speechless after seeing the photo. I don't think he would get back with her now but I just can't stand picturing them. This image made me freak out in my head completley, it made me cry and everything.
I'm one of those people who believes the past should be the past, and exes should be kept vague and distant. Photos of me and my ex are long gone because he means nothing to me now.His ex left up blogs with shrines to how in looooove with him she was and how they'd be together forever which just made things worse. I was slowly beginning to move on from all this but the picture has ripped everything open again. Why couldn't she stay in the past like his other ex? I don't feel like this about that girl at all
Anyone else ever found such a picture? How did you react? How did you come to terms with it? Right now I can picture him as my boyfriend, I keep thinking about him as hers. I know I am overreacting but I have depression and extremely low self confidence problems so it's all blown up in my head. I just want to hear that it can be back to normal again