Today was Valentines Day, oh joy that one time of the year I can remind myself of how lonely I really am. With every heartfelt sigh I hear from yet another set "star-crossed" lovers, I shake my head because next week they will "break up" and they will be at each others throats for at least another four days, because so-and-so cheated on so-and-so. What a great holiday right? I often wonder if these kids even know what true love is, I mean they think that person is just right for them, so they start swapping siliva and other bodily fluids before they even know each others last names! The Merriam-webster Dictonary states that love is unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another; That doesn't sound like what most kids my age count there love as, it's usually based on some sort of perverse physical attraction, and usually there relationships last a good wholesome 4 months. I don't have much fath in love right now, one of the biggest factors being that every "ment-to-be" relationship that I have seen, has ended in chaos, and hurt feelings. I know that any decent girl at my highschool that I would even consiter, would rather have nothing to do with the likes of me, and personally I can't blame them. Love is blind, and so am I, until I find that perfect match I will continue to stumble in this cursed darkness. And so I end by saying Happy Valentines day, but I wouldn't count on it.