Good looking outside Ugly on the inside? 10 points shocking ghastly evil!!!! ?

This is the story of me when I moved to Australia in 2001 I was 5 years old. I got bullied for being a ladies boy lol ? Yeah I got bashed by this fat bald guy who thought I had something he didn't who knows what it could be ? Well I know what it is now its because I was an extremely good looking little lad. I literally had girls putting there arm around me all the time I was in the girls group girls liked me more than other the kids.

Anyway now I may possess still my physical attributes (less cuteness) but inside I feel evil,ugly, ghastly no joke for a while there I became a man whore I went out with three girls at once I would not call girls back I would act like a total dick. I got everything I always wanted and it was true first it started mum spoiled me Auntie spoiled me now girlfriend spoils me. Well I'm learning from my mistakes and trying to be a less of a dick.

It took me 1 best friend (I went out with the girl of his dreams), all the girls I've used, my ex girlfriend
and my mum calling me pigheaded bastard to realize looks arn't everything so true now I wish I had a broken nose and a weird face.

QUESTION: ARE YOU A GOOD PERSON ON THE INSIDE ?
Best answer will get 10 pts!
If you want to create a good looking boy such as I was get an english guy and merge it with a half spanish filo woman you will create me I hope. WAIT THAT MEANS I'm asian AWESOME!
 
I consider myself to be a good person. I am very nice to people, even if they're rude to me. I can be snarky, but that's just being playful. I offend people occasionally, but I make it clear to them that I was simply joking.

I've never had high self esteem. So I'm not confident in myself, but I try my hardest to help others feel happy.

You seem to have high self esteem. I've noticed a pattern with people like you... You are very overconfident, so think about what you do before you do it.
 
You lucky guy!! I wish I was good looking because all I get is "let's just be friends" then she goes off with guys like you. I would sell my soul just to at least have a chance with a girl so I can show her that even though I don't have the looks, I will give her my all. So if I were you, I would take advantage of the good looks you dawg.
 
I think i am. I take advantage of people too(maybe not like you), but i also help people, even helping when nobody would even know but me. I feel i keep it balanced.
The good thing is that you realized this. Now to the next step, being that good person, executing your goodness.
 
here's the truth:
if i don't get what i want the right way, i will get it the wrong way as long as i get what i want, everything's alright, right? i am sly, charming, cunning, calculating, viciously proud, snobby, cynical and at times cruel and cold hearted but deep deep deep and i'm talking deep down, i can love fiercely and once someone has my respect, they have my loyalty. i'm an incredible believer of God despite my sinning ways but i also have core values that i guard fiercely. i'm not the nice doormat people once knew. my ex crossed me big time and i've changed into a wide eyed ice cold hard bitch but i believe deep down that i am a good person, it just takes a lot to melt my exterior guard.
 
well, let's see.... i have lied to people, pretended to be someones friend when deep down i wished they would just leave and never some back, cursed behind people's backs but was an angel in front of their faces, acted like i was superior to many people when i really wasn't, cheated on tests when i signed a petition saying i will not cheat and in some ways treat my own family members worse than i treat complete strangers
but i am always trying to help people in any way i can, thinking of others before myself, can't bare to disobey my wonderful parents, try not to judge others too quickly, always friendly and open to new people, willing to share anything with my sisters, always respectful to everyone
i think that everyone has some goodness and ugliness in them. some people just have more ugliness than they have good and for others it's the opposite. so, am i a good person on the inside? in my opinion i say no, i;m not. on the outside maybe, but i don't think i am truly a good person on the inside.
 
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