God's guidance is making me crazy!?

stuck

New member
About 3 months ago, a new women moved into my house and married my dad and my Grandma had to move out. Ever since then, I felt like I had no where else to go but church and towards God. I was not very spiritual before this but I have taken a strong take on it all and plan to stick with it the rest of my life. I am catholic and so is my whole family. I never questioned it because it all seemed so right. Now, I have been thoroughly introduced to the world of Jehovah's Witnesses. My grandma moved in with one having no other choice. I have been praying everyday now for a long time for God to send me spiritual guidance, help me to interpret the scriptures, and follow the path to salvation. Personally, I feel like he is giving me such a push towards Jehovah's witnesses that, that is where I need to turn. The JW woman has been talking to me and has answered all my questions in sensible detail. I now begin questioning catholicism more and more and continually find more things I do not agree with. I dont know what to do. I study the scriptures and research so many things and I hear equally good and bad things about both. Why isnt God giving me a clear picture or is he and I need more time? I have a catholic and JW bible and constantly compare and I find contradictions in both about their beliefs (i.e. the trinity, the cross, salvation). What should I do? I am tearing my mind apart to understand these mixed messages from God! Personally, I think God put a woman in my life, and put in me in contact with a JW household for a reason but I dont know! Who can I get accurate, unbiased help from?
Btw, I am a 15 year old American. For the moment, active catholic. Also one more thing. If I get confirmed, can I always change if I find JW are right for me?
And I apologize if I ranted or didnt put enough detail. So many small details have been happening, I could write a book. I feel God is really being active with me right now.
 
Back
Top