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His Motivation

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...you & 10points!!!!! ty? ** i DONT want him to think he can have me anytime. i want him to want me back. were not together but doing the same when we were in a relationship.. i dont want him to tag me along..and think he DOESNT have to commit BUT i DONT want him to stop talking or calling me either***
2 weeks ago my bf broke up with me. :/ i cheated on him one night. I KNOW ITS WRONG ok! the night he broke up with me he said he cant and does not wanna be with me. [i maybe expecting to early for test] he said IF im prego then we can compromise in getting back together. ever since the night he broke up with me. HES called ME everynight wanting to sleep on the phone with me [ just like when we were together ] he still says sweet things to me. he says he loves me. sometimes he even calls me bae/baby.since the break up ive asked him 3times ''will we ever get back together'' he said IF im prego. then last time i asked him i said i want a second chance he asked why i said to make things right. he said i dont know give me time... the last time i asked was about 1wk.ago. i left it alone ever since.

since the break up he asked did i still love him&do i still think about him.he asked me did he make a good friend, i said yes but i dont like being your friend i wanna be more. he asked do you think we'll be friends forever? i said i wanna be more than friends. he said will you ever betray me. i said i think i did i know what i did was wrong i know i ****** up and i wont do it again.he said do you love me? i said of course... i do love you. he asks me tht almost everyday. i said what you ask me that everyday he said because i can. he said by now i thought you wouldve found someone else. i said i dont want anyone else. i said you have a g/f. he said hell no.. i dont wanna love anymore. i said well i want you to love me.. he said i do love you. i was quiet. he said you heard me? i said yeah..while later he said i need a kiss. i blew him one he blew me one back.

NIGHT before last he called twice around 1am i didnt answer. called him bck 15 min. later. he didnt have much to say. i knew something was wrong. andYES it was because i didnt answer his phone call.he said he was gonna call me back but didnt until i called him back and asked what was the problem i hung up then he called back wanting to stay on the phone. usually i ALWAYS pick up.LAST NIGHT i said i wanna be with you. HE said what you mean like chilling with me or BEING with me. I SAID BOTH. paused. he said i wanna be with you too. he asked when i was going get a blood test. i said few more weeks. he hopes that im NOT prego. i said well you know what im hope im not either. i said why you said that though finally he said because you slept with denell. i said okay. then few mins. later he said youre still my baby right i said idont know you tell me. he said i dont know.i HUNG up with him lastnight and DIDNT callhim back. around 7am he called me asking why i didnt call him back. i said i fell alseep. he said man you be lying. this morning HE said i wish things were like they were at first. i said me too. i said i wanna be with you again. he said i dont know what to say. it was quiet then he said i love you.? i just want him to miss me. * when he calls sometimes i go back to sleep and he wants to stay on the phone even if im sleeping. i asked him this morning how much do you love me.? he said more than you love me. i said no. he said yes im quite positive
 
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