god i hate the way things work out

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So i moved and I don't know anyone here yet
( save some friends of cousins of friends that I barley know )


I got into a huge argument with my only friends from back home; it's Like how in 1984 winsten and Julia saw each other again but things could never be the same ya its like that

So I'm back on square one With a whole lot of baggage from my parents divorce my best friends death and the rest of my friends alienating me but fuck them I don't need them

whatever i leave in like 5 months ( I joined the navy ) I get leave all this shit behind

damn i feel better now
 
Moving is hard. Are you still living with your family, or did you move away from them too?

I know it may not feel like it, but being close to family is a security you can never know until it's gone. Try to appreciate it.

If you're leaving in 5 months, I would suggest trying to score some points w/ girls on the "Mysterious traveler" angle.
 
I joined the marines for some of the same reasons. I found out that all that shit is waiting for you when you get home. And you will find that the military is full of more backstabbers and people trying to get ahead by turning you in so that when you get home you'll appreciate all the baggage. Then again, some people love the military and its everything they dreamed. I hope it works out for you, but thats my story.

I'm not sure how old you are (i assume pretty young) but, check your baggage at the door man. Can't carry it around forever. Sometimes you get closure, and sometimes your closure is realizing that there can be none.

It will all work out man... trust me. Your real friends dont give a crap if you hit them in the face and fuck their sister (ask me how i know) they'll always be there. They may be few, but ill be damned if they aren't the best. I dont know any adults that have more than two or three true real friends.

If you're looking for acquaintances... leave all the serious shit at home man. Nobody wants to hang out with someone that is having problems... so.. leave that for your real friends. Its hard to get out there and meet people, but i look at it this way: If you dont like me for who I am and will refuse to have dealings with me, then you just saved me a whole lot of trouble in the future. I act however i want, and most people that are worth a damn will learn about you and look past your eccentricities.

Good luck in everything man... but just dont let it rule your life. You're doing great if you stay out of prison or the ground. What more can you ask from life?

If you can't love yourself, how the hell you gonna love someone else--Oprah

I am the man that the little boy I was wanted me to be-- some infomercial
 
Kr8tor is right on this, joining the military wont change your baggage man, and it's simply all the shitty things about being a civilian, but worse. So it's no escape. Just move somewhere else, get a freakin job, and it's like joining the military without most of the hassles.
 
Oh, and i forget what article of the UCMJ it is... but within 180 days of joining the military you can request to be discharged for failure to adapt.

If you plan to use this tactic... simply invoke the article and tell them "i can not, will not and refuse to adapt to this lifestyle and it would be a detriment to myself, my fellow recruits/servicemen and this (branch of service) to continue any further." Then get a lawyer if they refuse... most of the time just getting a lawyer shows them how serious you are.
 
I'm not the clearest of writers but i thought i got across my point that my problem is being disconnected now not trying to pussy out of service 5 months from now I signed up for 3 months ago

Any ways I'm looking forward to going I could use some structure and what not but for now I'm pissed that people could turn on me so damn fast What ever happened to good old fashioned loyalty eh ? ( I guess this is karma my gf just broke up with because I tried cheating on her )

So I'm going to get off my soap box and just accept that i fucked up this karma I should get over it learn what i can and move on
 
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