My bad, I was under the impression that you've had sex, but found oral stimulation disgusting.There's nothing wrong with being a virgin, stay that way until
you're ready.In all seriousness hear me out on this, it will open your eye's and prepare you for what lies ahead in your life.
Men, we are the most disgusting and self serving creatures on the face of this earth.Word.
We think about sex every 20 seconds, that's not some made up statistic, that's a fact.We can find sexual innuendo in almost everything we see or do.
It's instinctual.
Your boyfriend, while he might treat you with the utmost of respect, his thoughts of you are filled with lurid images. That's a fact. He's a male, a teenage male, going through puberty.He cums in his sleep, it's called nocturnal emissions.He doesn't even have to touch himself, it just happens, because his dreams are filled with sexual scenario's. That's a fact.Given the chance to be with you in an intimate way, he would be all over you, again, primal instinct would take over.
You
assume that your boyfriend doesn't want to try the things we've been discussing throughout this thread, you need to have a heart-to-heart talk with him and find out, for sure. You have to give him leway and make sure he understands that no matter what he say's, it's ok by you.Otherwise he won't tell you his true feelings.I'm not saying he'll lie to you, he just won't open up and tell his true feelings. You'll find in relationships that self sacrifice,
(in regard to your true inner feelings) will be predominate in order to perpetuate the relationship. In other words, some people will do whatever it takes to keep the relationship alive, even if it means that deep down inside, they're not happy.Trust me, I speak from experience.
Have the talk with your b/f, it'll do you both a world of good. Good Luck
