Getting over the inevitable.

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Im just way way too stressed out. This is what my schedule looks like for the next week

monday:take marty to work, go to doc appt WITH gage...its the internal exam kind so AWESOME. (this is because mom is in alexandria for jury duty which she could easily get out of due to her health, but wont.) then have to pick up marty from work
Tuesday&wednesday: clean
thursday: have to take marty to work at 7am to make it to gages doc appt to get him shots, have to pick marty up from work for lunch and then hand car over to him for the day.
friday:payday, need to get new insurance, also have to pay bills
saturday: have to drive to alexandria to get ring to gordons or lose my insurance on it....with gage...and attempt to not go in labor since tricare wont cover me any any hospital BUT natchitoches
sunday: clean, go grocery shopping
monday:take marty to work, sign gage up for school, have to shop for school uniforms and other school shit, and also doctors appt WITH gage in tow because mother still has jury duty...also another internal exam, pick up marty from work

Keep in mind that the biggest reason I moved here was to get help in my last few weeks of pregnancy....and instead I have MORE work to do.

Also Ive gotten a pretty good idea that D will not be here for the birth. From what Ive heard he leaves for kuwait on the 20th, but then it could be up to 5 days before he can fly out. Im due on the 26th and am already showing signs that labor is coming early. Im just going to mourn this now and not freak out if he isnt there. This also means no sex for me....so I will go will go without sex untill he comes home in march/june of 09. He'll get head of course, because Im awesome...

But yeah...I am frustrated, stressed out, ready to pop, sore as fuck, annoyed and ready to kill the people in my daily life. Also keep in mind that between now and r&r I have to keep the house clean, and find a hotel for us to stay at. And find and cook a flipping turduchen...and gage starts school on the 12th. Then of course there is the drama with my little brother announcing he has NO intentions of getting a job before he goes into basic training which by the way he hasnt even signed any paperwork. So that means that mum and marty will continue to eat the money from his "rent" and his "car" which actually means that more money will be borrowed from me untill D gets here and can change over the allotment.

yep...life sucks.
 
I know you're pretty much stuck in this position for various reasons, all of which suck especially with the stress between cleaning and dealing with your mom and brother. I'm sure if you're brother stepped up to the plate by getting a job and paying something to your parents, that most of your financial problms would be workable/solved.

Assuming this isn't going to change, I'll just let you know I feel for you and that I hope things change for the better and soon. :hug2:
 
I can't imagine doing all of that, on top of your situation with D, while being pregnant. You have some giant metaphysical balls. And I agree with Hos. You deserve a medal or a beer or something.

I'm sorry shit sucks, man. Wish I could make it better. I'll be sending good vibes your way.
 
If you guys have kids and he stays in the military....eventually you will have days/weeks/months like this. This is only his first deployment and I honestly think that after this, almost anything would be a cakewalk.

and I am buying a nice bottle of bubbly for when I have warrick. Im going to have myself a nice glass of it too...perhaps on top of the painkillers they give me for stitches.
 
That was more of a joke. Im nursing so that isnt something I would actually do. That and even one alcoholic drink with stitches is a bad idea.
 
Here, buy some cleaning utensils

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