Fucking hell, does life suck...

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Ya'll know that feeling you get when you're blindsided? When you nothing coming and then you get hit like a fucking frieght train? Well, that was me last night...

One of my friends died early yesterday morning after a shotgun discharged its last shell into her right shoulder. A newlywed, and due to be 21 on Friday, was shot and killed accidently by her husband. I found out through an email, which I hate doing. Needless to say I'm shocked. Now slightly haunted...

For reason, as I tried to sleep last night, all I could see was her, dressed in a white gown and her extremely white, ghostly even. I couldn't close my eyes because that vision, well, troubled me. How the hell does one so good die so young? This would be one of the reason I personally don't believe in any God. Yet part of me knows that if there is a Heaven, she's there. She might have a thing or two to say to me about this email, but I'd understand.

So, I guess Brian May was right: "One by one, only the good die young..."
 
I told most of the gang all about it in IRC last night, drozz.

Senseless, needless bullshit. She was so good and sweet, never would have hurt anyone. What happened was nothing short of fucked up.

I've done all my reflecting on the matter, so all I'd like to say is, if there is in fact a God, he better have a good fucking explanation.

I'm only 21 and I'm already tired of this happening.
 
Sorry for the loss of your friend.

If you have any kind of relationship with her husband, I would imagine he could use as much support as you could offer. As hard as it is for those that knew her, I can't even imagine the hell that he must be in right now.
 
Dray, I'm going to say this once, and only fucking once. If there is a fucking God, and when you and I die, He will fucking answer us. If you find their wedding blog, it's already been hit by the dumbfucks of the universe. You know, the insensative pricks who need to die. That's what pisses me off the most. Good thing I can't find out who they are, or else the world might be a better place with their deaths...
 
There are always going to be insensitive pricks out there. It's a fact of life. But seriously, I understand that you want them to GTFO and leave them be. The family is having a rough time as it is, I'm sure. Especially the husband.
 
Wow. The husband must be a wreck right now. My sentiments go to him and to you, drozzer.

It's unfortunate and terrible that something like this ever happens.
 
I'm a firm believer in everything happens for a reason. Chalk it up to god or whatever you want, but everything happens for a particular reason. I'm not saying that she deserved it or anything... just saying that as hard as it is to see, some insurmountable good will be a direct result of it. Not just for you, but all those close to her. I have seen and been through many hardships some ghastly comparable to your own experience, and i found that after the healing period, there were things that happened to me and mine that would not have happened, had the incident not taken place.

As hard as it will be for some time, look not at the loss or 'waste' of a good life, look at the joy and pleasures of the life that was shared with you and others. Though its proper to mourn, you should also rejoice in the way that that particular person lit up your life and the lives of others. Then look for how friendships, lessons, loves and other things have grown anew.

I'm sorry for your loss man, but in time, you will learn the purpose of it all.
 
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