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xe12ladeeda

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I don't believe in love. I don't believe in fairness or justice. All of those things are lies. For instance love.

You are supposed to only love one person right? I 've had crushs before.

Most of us have. That CAN be mistaken for love. Obsession? Thats a lonely and bad path. But love. Love is where you would do anything for that person and want to always be with them...and get that warm feeling in your chest....

You can't control what you feel right? If I could I would...but I can't. Cept for medication which can fuck you up.
To be put simply I love two girls XD You can only choose one righto? Well I did...but I hurt inside because I want to be with them both...selfish No?
Heh...they've both had really bad bf's in the past..I want to with all that I am to be with them both always but not only is that a near impossible feat...that would make me a asshole :sad: I can't lie to either of them. But every day I feel like Im litteraly dieing inside...I wish that I could just go with what I know IS right. And not the heart...well lets see what you guys got to say :/
 
Sounds like your highest hope for a chance with this is that they both are bisexual and in love with each other. :D If that were the case, perhaps you could have a nice polygamous relationship there. Otherwise....yeah, your situation sounds kind of sad. :sad:

I do believe that you can love more than one person. However, most people, deep down inside, just want to be that ONE special person to someone....so making a multiple partner relationship work....is often more of a challenge that what you would ever want.

Dude, I'm sorry. I feel your pain. I guess I don't really have any good advice.
 
I know I may sound like most of those dumbassed newbs who go whining about there problems but I would accept any other pain. Hell even the same pain over something else. That way I can't hurt either of them....:sad:
 
Actually, yes, it's possible to have romantic love towards more than one person at a time. Unfortunately, unless the people involved are very secure and mature in their feelings, someone is not going to want to share.

Do the girls know that you love both of them? What do they think about the situation?
 
Well the way youv phrased it your making it seem they both have feelings for you.
However if you are unsure maybe you should just tell them, one may not have the same feelings for you leaving you open to be with the one that does.
A solution maybe?
 
One has feelings for me, the other I have no idea. Go with the one with feelings for me? Of course. I did. But I don't really know nor think there is a way to properly explain this but I will try :sad:
Think of always wanting to be with a person, always wanting to be able to protect that person and make them happy and they make you happy just by seeing her....just theres two of them.
Thus the divide in my mind and heart. I always know what to do..to make people happy. And even an idiot knows that this is a bad option...problem is I tryed all the others ones cept for :suicide: which is just as bad...
 
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