Thanks everyone for the well wishes and the ticket was for careless driving, not reckless, big difference.
It's funny, I keep dreaming about my car but not scary, like I dreamt that Boot2thehead and his friend came to pick me up in it. It drove but was kind of crashed up.
Anyway I am waiting to hear back from the insurance, pretty sure it is a total loss but if they think they can pay less by fixing it, I am sure they will try.