Thanks guys...yeah, that cracked me up to.
It took about 4 1/2 hours to finally get my pulse down to 99 but my BP was down to 120/84 so despite the bad headache, I decided to just go to bed. I took my muscle relaxer and a couple of Benedryl and knocked myself out and I haven't even checked the BP or pulse today. I feel very mellow today.
My earlier problem in the day was not from physical therapy but psych therapy. FB, I know you know I'm in therapy for my past history of abuse....I've talked about it on Spine because the abuse caused a lot of the injuries. Last Thursday I got back a really bad memory, so bad I started to throw up on myself on the way home...it came after I left his office(of course). We had talked by phone on Friday but I could barely tell him the memory so Monday morning was the first time I actually told anyone what had happened...has a lot to do with my lumbar spine issues. I know my BP was through the roof all weekend and yesterday morning it was even worse. Felt faint. But got through it.
I was finally relaxing when the bear showed up. This bear is a regular to my yard...has a 12" paw print and when standing and stretching up a tree to use it as a scratching post, can reach up to 8'. In spring he's a good 350pounds but by fall he's 400-450pounds. He is huge. Could kill you with one swipe of his paw but is generally passive and runs off if yelled at. But last night he was hungry.
So when he came to my door, I didn't know if he was going to walk right in...could have taken down that door in a second and I was 2 rooms away. So a screamed and lunged at him to make him run. It's your only defense....be bigger and larger and more scary than they are. You have to become the apex predator, not them. If you're afraid, they will do whatever they want. They know they are top dog so to speak.
So the adrenaline that had just come down surged big time. I could get the BP down with meditation but the pulse was not budging. And I had no idea how long it takes to get out of your system. And having had 4 small strokes just last year(and a slightly bigger one 10 years ago), I didn't want anymore so I watched for any stroke symptoms until I was so tired I couldn't stay awake and I took my chances.
So I'm okay today and called the therapist and told him I got out any anger I had inside associated with the memories by chasing this stupid bear. Now I'm just plain tired. Been sleeping a lot today. Mentally and physically exhausted.
If the bear needs a good therapist, I'll give him my therapist's name and number. Somehow, I don't think he was too scared...just pissed he didn't get more than 1 feeder full of bird seed.
Thanks again................Jenny