Unknown Pleasures
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Is it strange to crave, need closeness with others, even if it is just one person, but simultaneously fearing it? It's so strange because in the day, it doesn't bother me. I feel almost, fortunate that I don't provide every detail about my intimate thoughts and feelings with every single person in my life, for obvious various reasons. But then I have my moments, for example right now - I just have so much in and on my mind, that I wish I could have one person I value to disclose all of these things with? I have friends, and out of all these people I have 3 closest, but no matter what I do, or say, how how I act, I still feel disconnected with them. It always comes back to this realization. At times I question what my purpose is here, if I seemingly have issues connecting with others other then on a surface level. Honestly it sounds unfortunate but the only person I felt closest to was my boyfriend. Think there's a connection there?
I'm wondering if this is normal....
I'm wondering if this is normal....