failing at life, join the military?

[College Life]

well im 19 years old...female.fyi. im currently attend college and its not going so well for me. i know nothing in life is easy, but im not understanding how i can do everything wrong. i took a summer course to try to get ahead and maybe help my gpa...didnt help it at all. i failed the class. it was suppose to be a review for me because i took anatomy in high school. i know high school and college arent the same but i still should have known at least a little bit. i studied my heart out and i tried sooo hard. i love anatomy so much, but i guess everyone dont always get to live their dream and work their dream job. knowing this i cant just sit around and do nothing like a bum. im probably gonna get kicked out of college and its no one's fault but my own, so i was thinking about a branch of the military. id rather not go active but if i have no other choice then i'll have to. i thought the army would be good, but the air force has more opportunities or something. i dont know what to do. my life cant go anywhere but downhill now. i dont even feel like living anymore because "without a college education lalala" you get it. i cant even think straight right now. please help me. any info will be appreciated.

*also i took 3 years of rotc in high school if that helps any. and I was the commander of our drill team*

 

[Dan]

I admire your ability to admit to yourself that its your own fault, but I dont think you should give up yet!
Maybe there are other ways of learning and studying that will make it easier for you to grasp the material. Talk to your professor and ask them if there is anything you can do it save your grades. Try getting tutors, ask your friends if they can help you study.