I have this friend,she is usually the one and only person I go to for advice,but I can't anymore.Everytime I even hint the fact that I hate how my life is going,it's like she doesn't even listen-she yells at me because she thinks her life is so much worse.
So,we got together,and I listed everything that is on my chest.
My parents devorced when I was 2 years old,and my somewhat abusive and neglagent father has custody over me.
My mother has cancer,and sometimes she acts like she hates me.Sometimes she tells me she loves me,and she pretends like she cares,but sometimes she tells me how I should go off and kill myself.And that I was a mistake AND accident.
My siblings have done nothing but abuse me and take away my whole self esteem.I know,Siblings are supposed to be this way,but I'm not cut out for this.I do not have my own room,I share a room.And I'm only allowed to come in here when my sister is either gone,or it's time to go to bed.That's how it's always been,and I'm at that age that I need a little more space to be left alone (I'm 12,but I would say I'm an old soul and I seem like I'd be about 16.)I don't befriend the best people ever.They usually think they are better than me and they can treat me like dirt,I don't know why I let them...
Those are mainly my reasons,except being a young kid they're sorta amplified,and I have bipolar II (depression) and I don't take medication for it,so that's pretty bad as well.
I come from a broken home with no love,and I want to move but I can't.
Her only problems?
Low self esteem
And she keeps whining because her parents are strict...
..She doesn't even know what I go through...
..Yet she still yells at me because she thinks my life is so much better than hers,but I can almost promise you it's not.
What should I tell her?
Because I'm sick of talking.
So,we got together,and I listed everything that is on my chest.
My parents devorced when I was 2 years old,and my somewhat abusive and neglagent father has custody over me.
My mother has cancer,and sometimes she acts like she hates me.Sometimes she tells me she loves me,and she pretends like she cares,but sometimes she tells me how I should go off and kill myself.And that I was a mistake AND accident.
My siblings have done nothing but abuse me and take away my whole self esteem.I know,Siblings are supposed to be this way,but I'm not cut out for this.I do not have my own room,I share a room.And I'm only allowed to come in here when my sister is either gone,or it's time to go to bed.That's how it's always been,and I'm at that age that I need a little more space to be left alone (I'm 12,but I would say I'm an old soul and I seem like I'd be about 16.)I don't befriend the best people ever.They usually think they are better than me and they can treat me like dirt,I don't know why I let them...
Those are mainly my reasons,except being a young kid they're sorta amplified,and I have bipolar II (depression) and I don't take medication for it,so that's pretty bad as well.
I come from a broken home with no love,and I want to move but I can't.
Her only problems?
Low self esteem
And she keeps whining because her parents are strict...
..She doesn't even know what I go through...
..Yet she still yells at me because she thinks my life is so much better than hers,but I can almost promise you it's not.
What should I tell her?
Because I'm sick of talking.