if the panic attacks have gotten so serious that you feel like you are almost constantly having one, i would recommend seeing a psychologist (not psychiatrist) or a councilor. you know the root of your anxiety, which is a great step toward helping you cope with it. a psychologist or councilor will be able to work with you and find methods to help you cope and relax. if they recommend drugs, you should look for a second opinion. prescription drugs should be a very last resort, and should go hand in hand with regular counseling and other forms of therapy and techniques to keep you calm. if you are under the age of 25, i would not recommend going on any prescribed medication. with any medication there are risks of negative side effects, but most especially with mood stabilizers. for example, xanax can cause vision problems, loss of sexual ability, worsened anxiety, depression, problems sleeping, hallucinations or even seizures. these side effects are rare, but should be taken into serious consideration. there is no way to tell how the drug will effect you before you take it.
i defiantly have to agree with the notion of pot smoking, though you are right about having control over it. excessively smoking weed will make the anxiety much worse when you are without it. a few times a month should work great, but of course if you find it makes things worse stop using.
also, you should pay very close attention to your level of physical activity, and your diet. it's easy for anyone to let these things slip, but even just going for a quick jog (or long walk), or stretching can help improve your mood entirely. you should avoid eating processed foods. not just fast food, but also white breads or pasta, foods with high sodium levels, high calorie snacks, frozen foods, processed meats and high sugar cereals and snacks. it's very important to keep your body healthy and in good shape in order to keep your mind in the same place. you should also avoid alcohol in large amounts, it's been proven that small amounts of alcohol (especially red wine) is very good for your health but i'm sure i don't need to tell you why excessive amounts are bad not only for your mind, but also for your mood.
that's all i've got for now. good luck to you!
