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lalalouboutin
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I REALLY need advice.
I'm 14, female, 161cm, 50kg. For 2 weeks I've been having (all day) a coffee and water, and then dinner (only cause my parents are there to make sure.)
And before this, I had a feeling I would do it, so I talked to my teacher, who sent me to the school counsellor. I went once, and was trying to organize to go again, but in the meantime I talked to my teacher a few more times. So she went up to organize with the counsellor, and they both agreed they would tell my parents. My parents will over react and punish me and make everything worse. They haven't decided when to tell my parents, or which one will, but I am going to be in so much trouble. Like, I don't even have an eating disorder. And my parents will try and force me to eat, so I know myself and I'll refuse.
I need advice, because once they find out, I know I will not want to come home. And to be honest, I don't know if I will. Like, I wouldn't run away or anything. But the counsellor said what we talked about was confidential. But then apparently if I collapse at school and my parents are like "Oh didn't anyone know about this?" Then my teacher could lose her job cause of it. And she said she's been really really worried about it and can see me losing weight (I've lost 5kg). But OMG I am freaking out. What can I do? I said I would start eating normally again if they didn't tell, but legally she has to. UGH HELP ME!!!
I'm 14, female, 161cm, 50kg. For 2 weeks I've been having (all day) a coffee and water, and then dinner (only cause my parents are there to make sure.)
And before this, I had a feeling I would do it, so I talked to my teacher, who sent me to the school counsellor. I went once, and was trying to organize to go again, but in the meantime I talked to my teacher a few more times. So she went up to organize with the counsellor, and they both agreed they would tell my parents. My parents will over react and punish me and make everything worse. They haven't decided when to tell my parents, or which one will, but I am going to be in so much trouble. Like, I don't even have an eating disorder. And my parents will try and force me to eat, so I know myself and I'll refuse.
I need advice, because once they find out, I know I will not want to come home. And to be honest, I don't know if I will. Like, I wouldn't run away or anything. But the counsellor said what we talked about was confidential. But then apparently if I collapse at school and my parents are like "Oh didn't anyone know about this?" Then my teacher could lose her job cause of it. And she said she's been really really worried about it and can see me losing weight (I've lost 5kg). But OMG I am freaking out. What can I do? I said I would start eating normally again if they didn't tell, but legally she has to. UGH HELP ME!!!