Sonogram_Yam
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I also feel heaps detatched from everyone; like they are pushing me away and that I'm being mean or horrible towards people omg 
this is so not me at all argh
I don't really know if I do; I haven't been to a doctor yet ( and to be honest, I'm really quite worried to; I freak out about blood tests never had one, never want one Hate people touching my wrists or arms).
Lately I've been extremely moody and I cry over anything I spoke to my mum and she said its because Im just growing up. But it might be more than that
I feel -
* I feel hungry yet sick to the stomach when I think of food
* A really big urge to exercise I've been for 2 30 minute runs today and feel I could go for another (I've been having ALOT of fat days)
* Eating is hard I feel like gagging while eating it
* I get light headed and headachy and dizzy just from doing normal tasks
* Peramanent headache
I feel like everyones starring at my thighs in particular when I go downtown ( silly I know but it feels like they are all looking thinking God why doesn't she go on a diet or exercise)
I've recenelty become a vegetarian as over the past few months I've started feeling deadly sick after eating any type of meat I feel myself wanting to eat it but then after the hunger there is a sick vommity almost guilty feeling for wanting to eat, even saying "That sounds good" or "Yum" to what someone else is eating, makes me feel sick nd fatter & I feel guilty when I think of food ( I know this is probably over the top for some of you but I am really worried )
I also feel really lonely, and I shouldn't I have a very loving boyfriend but I sometimes feel smothered by him but then the next second I'm totally in love with him and can't see myself with anyone else???? I am totally freaking what is wrong with me
I've recently lost my closest friend she moved away and I think we've drifted apart majorly, she told me I sounded like I had an eating disorder developing; I miss her alot nd things are definitely different between us I want things to go back to how they were when I was healthy and happy this is a horror and I want it to end
I tried talking to my boyfriend nd mum about this but it seems no one really understands what I mean I feel so lost without my friend but I know things can't go back to how they were
I feel like the biggest sad sack on yahoo but I really don't know where else to go or what thank you
this is so not me at all argh I don't really know if I do; I haven't been to a doctor yet ( and to be honest, I'm really quite worried to; I freak out about blood tests never had one, never want one Hate people touching my wrists or arms).
Lately I've been extremely moody and I cry over anything I spoke to my mum and she said its because Im just growing up. But it might be more than that
I feel -
* I feel hungry yet sick to the stomach when I think of food
* A really big urge to exercise I've been for 2 30 minute runs today and feel I could go for another (I've been having ALOT of fat days)
* Eating is hard I feel like gagging while eating it
* I get light headed and headachy and dizzy just from doing normal tasks
* Peramanent headache
I feel like everyones starring at my thighs in particular when I go downtown ( silly I know but it feels like they are all looking thinking God why doesn't she go on a diet or exercise)
I've recenelty become a vegetarian as over the past few months I've started feeling deadly sick after eating any type of meat
I feel myself wanting to eat it but then after the hunger there is a sick vommity almost guilty feeling for wanting to eat, even saying "That sounds good" or "Yum" to what someone else is eating, makes me feel sick nd fatter & I feel guilty when I think of food ( I know this is probably over the top for some of you but I am really worried ) I also feel really lonely, and I shouldn't I have a very loving boyfriend but I sometimes feel smothered by him but then the next second I'm totally in love with him and can't see myself with anyone else???? I am totally freaking what is wrong with me
I've recently lost my closest friend she moved away and I think we've drifted apart majorly, she told me I sounded like I had an eating disorder developing; I miss her alot nd things are definitely different between us
I want things to go back to how they were when I was healthy and happy this is a horror and I want it to end I tried talking to my boyfriend nd mum about this but it seems no one really understands what I mean
I feel so lost without my friend but I know things can't go back to how they were I feel like the biggest sad sack on yahoo but I really don't know where else to go or what
thank you