I feel so pathetic that I have to come to yahoo answers for this. I don't know what to do anymore. I've struggled with compulsive overeating disorder for the past few months. I've gained so much weight it makes me sick. I know it's unhealthy, it makes everything so much harder. It doesn't make sense! All I think about it how I want to be thin again and lose weight and be healthy, but all I ever end up doing is overeating. I feel disgusting, pathetic, I have so much other crap going on in my life i'm starting to get panic attacks. I can't talk to anybody about it. They don't understand. I just want to fix it.