..."manhood"? What is the perfect Ideology of a man? I do my best to practice the method of being tough inside and out. I don't mean being a muscle bound jerk putting other people down. What I mean is to keep your feelings to yourself, be a support to those close to you, to provide (in any meaning of the word), and to have morales or principles to live by. Even though i am opening up online behind the mask of the internet contradicting myself by asking several questions I felt it would be worth seeing if i am on the right track or one of self destruction.