I OBSESS over health and fitness damnit. Its driving me crazy. I used to be dedicated to bodybuilding and nutrition, and i would spend countless hours researching how to stay in perfect shape, revising and revising my workout plans and diet, etc. Then one day i said f*ck my health, and quit everything all together. It took me awhile to completely quit obsessing over my body and health, but i eventually completely forgot about it. And for the next year I felt so relieved. I finally felt like i was living. But then after six months of smoking, frying my skin in the sun, and getting overweight, my body image finally started to kind of bother me again. So here i am obsessing over how to be a perfectionist at having a top notch body. I HATE IT DAMNIT. Haha, i was wondering if this was just a problem i had, or if theres others out there like me. I wish i could just forget about appearance completely and live my life.