Well im 16 going 17 and im going to be a senior
i've been taking art classes for a long time, but it just feels like a drag to me. I dont feel like doing it. Whenever its art time i dont want to go. I feel like im wasting my time and that art isnt going to be a good future career choice. I mean i have that artist views on things and i have skill. I mean im asian and unlike other people i had a little more of a advantage when it came to drawing. I was naturally good at drawing, but i mean i cant be as good as people who have been doing it for 25 years of course i've been practicing.
I mean art is physically demanding you have to live your life sitting in a chair hunched over painting or drawing or scuplting or w.e. And since i have to make a portfollio which has to consist of different things i do not want to do.
I mean i like drawing and art as a hobby. But i think making this as a career path or something just doesnt seem right to me. I mean everybody who does art that is a male, is usually gay or wierd. Some gameing f@ggot or something. Even tho they are so into art i can still whop there ass in whatever medium they are using.
So i dont know what to do. All my life i never knew what to do or what i wanted to be. I still dont know but art seems like bs to me. Im good at it. But it just feels so stupid as a career. Like what am i going to do to be rich? Draw and then when i die everything is woth 1 million dollars, and those weridos in the museium all drew something when they were on shrooms and then they died then werid artistic people said it was art. Like a stupid bike wheel on a stool and now its like 45 billion dollars. WTF? somebody shoot the man who said it was art. I know i cant base my life on money but i still have to make money to live in this bs world. Even if do well in school wtf am i going to do. Idk what i want to be. volunteering or not, volunteering is bs anyways what does that teach me? What can a high schooler do to learn a future career job. Get a man coffee and dig a tree?
So i mean idk if you guys can try and reinforce something and make me think art is a path worth following try me.
lol
i dont mean werid artists in history
but i mean now.
i've been taking art classes for a long time, but it just feels like a drag to me. I dont feel like doing it. Whenever its art time i dont want to go. I feel like im wasting my time and that art isnt going to be a good future career choice. I mean i have that artist views on things and i have skill. I mean im asian and unlike other people i had a little more of a advantage when it came to drawing. I was naturally good at drawing, but i mean i cant be as good as people who have been doing it for 25 years of course i've been practicing.
I mean art is physically demanding you have to live your life sitting in a chair hunched over painting or drawing or scuplting or w.e. And since i have to make a portfollio which has to consist of different things i do not want to do.
I mean i like drawing and art as a hobby. But i think making this as a career path or something just doesnt seem right to me. I mean everybody who does art that is a male, is usually gay or wierd. Some gameing f@ggot or something. Even tho they are so into art i can still whop there ass in whatever medium they are using.
So i dont know what to do. All my life i never knew what to do or what i wanted to be. I still dont know but art seems like bs to me. Im good at it. But it just feels so stupid as a career. Like what am i going to do to be rich? Draw and then when i die everything is woth 1 million dollars, and those weridos in the museium all drew something when they were on shrooms and then they died then werid artistic people said it was art. Like a stupid bike wheel on a stool and now its like 45 billion dollars. WTF? somebody shoot the man who said it was art. I know i cant base my life on money but i still have to make money to live in this bs world. Even if do well in school wtf am i going to do. Idk what i want to be. volunteering or not, volunteering is bs anyways what does that teach me? What can a high schooler do to learn a future career job. Get a man coffee and dig a tree?
So i mean idk if you guys can try and reinforce something and make me think art is a path worth following try me.
lol
i dont mean werid artists in history
but i mean now.